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Sometimes I fall but Ive seen it done before   
04:58pm 07/06/2006
  He wants to marry me.


Seriously.



I thought we were just playing pretend.		  
     

(1 Thrill | At Last)
 
Yeah yeah yeaaaaah   
12:59am 24/05/2006
  There is nothing better than working 6 hours at a job you love and then coming home and getting laid by a boy you love. Mmmhmmm.  
     

(At Last)
 
As far as Im concerned, it's a lovely day   
03:52pm 16/05/2006
  I never wanted to be one of those girls. You which ones im talking about, right? The ones that get a boyfriend and then dedicate their lives to him. Yeah, you changed that, and for some reason now it all seems okay. Im sorry to the girls I looked down on for making so much time for the one they love, I didn't get it before. I get it now.

I want to leave this town. I want to live in a little apartment and eat teryaki chicken with my boyfriend. I want to meet new people and move on.


The way Im feeling now, Portland may be sooner than we thought.		  
     

(1 Thrill | At Last)
 
Musical theater, how I love you   
09:44am 11/04/2006
 
music: Me and My Girl Soundtrack
What's the use of worrying
About a single blessed thing
After all is done and said
Pretty soon, we'll all be dead!

So as we're alive
If theres a bother you want to survive
Just you take it on the chin
Cultivate a little grin
and smile! smile! smile!		  
     

(At Last)
 
   
09:59am 21/03/2006
  I have a voice final in an hour and I can barely talk. I dont really know whats going on right now and everything seems really blurry. I cant feel my body, its like its not even there. IM SO FUCKING SICK ASDlknasd I think i might be dying. I just coughed up something really creepy too. ew.  
     

(1 Thrill | At Last)
 
Dah dah dah dah   
11:58am 16/03/2006
 
mood: cheerful
music: John Legend
Im getting sick, i only got 2 hours of sleep last night, my car has been taken away from me until my 18th birthday, my tattoo hurts more than anything has ever hurt me emotionally or physically, I really miss my best friend.


The cute boy kissed me last night.
(I think he kinda likes me)



I couldn't be happier.		  
     

(9 Thrills | At Last)
 
This is how things are supposed to be   
02:02pm 06/03/2006
 
mood: content
music: John Legend- Ordinary People
It took a long time, but I think that I finally feel really comfortable in my own skin.



Life is so good right now, but in a couple months im just going to have to start over. Scary.		  
     

(2 Thrills | At Last)
 
I love the way shorty works that thaaaaaaang   
11:01am 19/02/2006
 
music: TPain - Sprung
I lost my virginity exactly a year ago, today.






I never wouldve guessed all the trouble something like that could bring me.		  
     

(1 Thrill | At Last)
 
Her body regiments are perfect in every demension, shes got a body thats sure to get attention   
08:58pm 13/02/2006
 
mood: indifferent
music: Carl Carlton-Bad Mama Jamma
I want change




And orange sherbet ice cream		  
     

(At Last)
 
fdslkfjsdlfkjs   
12:31am 11/02/2006
 
mood: tired
It's weird how catching up with an old friend can really put things into perspective. I hope she's right about things, oh jeez I hope she's right.		  
     

(At Last)
 
Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound that saved a wretch like me   
10:02pm 08/02/2006
 
mood: peaceful
music: Eva Cassidy- Amazing Grace
The reason I love swing dancing so much is because im good at it. I can do it with complete confidence and that thrills me more than the things that excite most people. Screw air, I could live off of the high I get from walking up to any boy I want and dragging his ass onto the dance floor.

Too bad I dont feel that way about singing.

Im performing Amazing Grace tomorrow for my voice midterm and I keep trying to put meaning into the words, but they just aren't hitting me yet.

I once was lost but now im found
Was blind but now I see

Maybe this is a sign that I need to figure my shit out, yeah?		  
     

(1 Thrill | At Last)
 
 
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